How Do We Get There?!

It seems it's not always easy to start...
Over.
It seems a little more difficult to pretend things didn't happen, were said or feelings were hurt.
The obstacle of it all is dealing with it and getting through it, over it and done with it so the moving on can really be...Moving On.
We are stuck in a time warp or quietness, uneasiness and not really sure where things are going.  We like to say they're 'good', they're 'fine' and every thing's ok, but it's really not when it feels like there's still egg shells.  Why do I have to hesitate before saying how I feel or telling you anything?  The only way this works is if you are willing to open up and "Actually" feel something, want something, love something to make it work.
It's gotten past the he said/she said, who's right, who's wrong, it's gotten past the I'm sorry's and let's start again, and again and again.
In order to start 'New' you have to open up deep inside and want to feel that again, if not there's no hope, there's no tomorrow's, there's no passion, there's only goodbye's.  No one can make you feel or make you think, that's only you.  In order to embrace love, understanding and compassion, you have to be able to feel that for yourself, you no one else only you.  If there's no fire, there's no flame, no spark and the wonder of excitement is gone, there's just darkness.  It's up to you to find that light and share it, only you, and I hope you can find it before the flame burns out, turns cold and is forever gone.