Friday, June 1, 2018

Harley...and Me

When my head starts spiraling and it takes over all my other emotions, I find that I need a distraction in order to get back to center and find myself.  Somehow you know how to pull me back up and get me right. Odd that what we have can always pull me back to center, giving me that little push that I need.  The way you are, the person you are, the way you see me, let's me see who I am and sometimes I need that reminder.  Thank you.
I sit and listen to my thoughts, my head going round and round in circles, a cycle I can't seem to shut off, yet one call from you, your voice, soothing and real, stops my head from spinning, stops my thoughts from being out of control and a sudden smooth and relax comes over me. What is it? 
A small pocket of time we shared, yet it seems like that pocket of time was a lifetime that we have known each other and we fall right back into place like it was yesterday, understanding life, appreciating.
What is it that you have? The small time we've known each other, yet no time passes between us and I fall right back into smiling, laughing and being at ease.  What is it?
The causal way we are, the relaxing feel of myself being around you, the honestly, the open air, the brutal truth of life, all of these can be shared with you openly, no judgment, no criticism, no shame.  Just Us... I can't think of a time that I feel more comfortable or myself. How do YOU do it? yet I can't do it myself!
You know how to make me laugh, make me smile, how to make my day, without doing anything but being you, joking, always giving me the best conversations and texts. You make me free.  You bring out the adventure, the excitement and all the good feelings that I remember having with you.
It's like living a different life, the one that I miss having, the girl I miss being...
I don't know how to repay you for what you do for me, the gratitude I have inside, how thankful I am to have you in my life.  All I can do is soak in the happiness you give me, cherish every moment we make and look at you with admiration and adore you for how you make me look inside myself and make me feel so ALIVE!  
That's what My Harley is all about -
Giving you that push you need and smacking you in the ass and saying Girl you got it - go get it, be you and don't let anyone fuck with your head, you're better then that!
Now get on the bike and let's ride!
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