I get so lost in my thoughts that I lose sight of what's in front of me. I lose the good times, I miss out on the memory that was to be made. I go deep inside and try to hide into the darkest part of me. Am I broken...
How can I climb out and just enjoy today, not worry about tomorrow, next week, next month, next year...just today. To smile...To enjoy...To be happy...
The loss of what was important, what made me strong is haunting me inside everyday. I look for it to complete me, yet it left so long ago I feel that it took me with it. I want it back yet it is nowhere in reach. Not in sight, just gone.
I long to not be empty, to find what can fill the hole. I look up to the sky, I call into the ocean waves, please hear me and guide me. How do I find me...I am so lost.
Give me a sign, give me some peace, give me a way to be feel and be free again.
Not to need...
Help me to find a happiness within me, without anyone. Help me to complete myself so that I'm not a broken puzzle, just one that's missing a few pieces.
I AM Enough!
Help me to believe that.
I AM Love!
Help me to feel for myself.
Help me to shut the darkness inside that calls to me so loudly.
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